Why the hell is life to hard sometimes? The kid just rang me sobbing about how she hates herself and wants to die and she's only a burden on everyone and that everyone would be better off if she finished herself that time months ago before the trip to A&E.
What on earth do you say to someone who's thinking like this?
She hates the anti-depressants and how sick they're making her, she hates going to therapy, she hates all her friends who she thinks take the piss out of her at any given oppurtunity, trying to her that people who do this aren't really her friends can be quite difficult.
She's thrown stuff all around her room, her cds and books and while she's normally a trantrum thrower, she never wrecks the place.
She puts so much stock in what people think of her, as if life wasn't difficult enough at 15.
I eventually got her to stop crying , all this and the office is soooo quiet, its really difficult. All I could do was agree with her and say that everyone was crap and the world sucks, etc.
She's been through so much already, if she can just get through this, I know she'll be alright. She's at such an akward time in her life and without her Mam around to look after her, no wonder life sucks as far as she's concerned. Even mentioning P, who's calling around tonight didn't cheer her up and this man is god as far as she's concerned!
I tried the chocolate route with some success and have my orders. All we can do I suppose is work through it with her and hope that she gets through it in one piece.
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